It has been a busy two weeks as I’ve crammed in as many dentist appointments as my kids’ mouths would allow. My husband started with a new company after quitting a truly corrupt and vindictive one and that meant we were on a serious deadline for what we could have done with our insurance. I was able to get three kids in for cleanings, fillings, and extractions. The kids may be unhappy with me now, but they’ll thank me later.
We’re starting the next chapter in our family and I’m optimistic. Although we would love to have Robert home each night, he’s not at a point where he can do that just yet. Since his experience is with entertainment transportation, and that seems to be where the money is, that’s where he’ll stay for the time being. I do hope that it opens the door to other opportunities leading him back home that would allow us to do family activities. I know that’s his desire, as well. But for now, he keeps on truckin’.
The two youngest kids will be starting a new school in mid August and I’m so excited for them! We’ve homeschooled for the last four years (and I’ve not done what I set out to do) and I believe we have a close bond because of it. I think their time with me out of the public school setting has allowed them the freedom to further explore their interests and talents. Hannah has developed a love of dance, art, and theater, Elijah has a comedic wit about him that he’s been allowed to nurture, and Matthew has cultivated his love of music and languages. I honestly believe that having the kids away from the constant scrutiny of their peers has allowed them to strengthen their foundation in order to pursue what truly makes them happy without worrying about criticism.
I do have some concern about the influence the new kids will have on mine but I think that may be overshadowed by my joy in knowing they’ll develop friendships. I’m hoping that since this school is geared towards the arts the kids they befriend will be more quirky and less materialistic. It remains to be seen.
Robert has a new job, the kids have a new school, what do I have to look forward to? My goal is to write more because I enjoy it and to look into possible freelance opportunities. I think it’s a great way to get my feet wet and I won’t know unless I try, right? Hopefully I can couple my writing with my weight loss trials, as well. I’m failing at it and I’m sure others are too, so maybe our commiseration will lead to success! Well, that’s what my fat ass is wanting anyway…
I have goals.
I’m also determined to declutter my life. I have too much stuff and not enough space to store it. Our belongings invade my space and it bothers my brain-it’s hard to focus when nothing is where it should be. So I’d like to throw a bunch of unecessary crap away.
I have a dumpster and I’m not afraid to use it.
Clothes, papers, shoeboxes; just junk I don’t need and want to be rid of. I’m about to throw two of my thrift store chairs out and get a couple of bean bag chairs or something. My animals won’t stay off the furniture so there’s no point in having anything nice since they hair bomb it. Sweetpea decided she couldn’t get a good enough cubby hole in our big comfy chair so she ate a good chunk into it. Foam balls everywhere. Our kitten, Phillip, loves to use this foam as soccer balls so I find them all over the house-even in my bed. Can you picture it? Lord help me.
So here we are, standing at the precipice. We can embark on this new adventure knowing it may have its tough spots but if we keep our eyes on the prize, I think it will be worthwhile.